Not Good

It's been awhile since my last entry. Florence has already left for Australia, I bought a new Gundam toy, sat for 3 mid-term test last week, just finished my lab report and will be handed in later today, and I'm feeling soooo damn fucked up.

I've been down and out mentally and emotionally for the past couple of weeks and the reason is simple I don't know what the heck I am doing in my work(studies) and labs. I feel lost; stressed up and see no road to my problems. I guess every student faces this kinda stuff once in awhile huh...

I've been preparing for one of my test since my semester started. Even bofore my test I did all the tutorials, and was damn sure I would get it right this time. But while I was doing the test, I got carried away and did a little more than was required. Now the thing is I might not get any marks at all even though I did extra because the argument is that I did not understood the question =( it has been bugging me till now and doing the lab report just now, I have not a clue on if what I'm doing is right. I read books, online research to find answers and complete the report but I really really not sure if what I wrote is the right thing. You know, sometimes when you do something, you get a feeling or you just know you are right. This time while doing the report, I got nothing. NO strong gut feeling to say It's the right one. In fact, I'm worried sick that I'll flung this lab report.

I'm really messed up like this kite string

See how shitty it is? That's what's inside me me now. How to sort it out? I have not the slightest clue. If you got an advice for me, I'd appreciate it. Thanks =)

Notepad

Something really funny happen to me last week. There was a carnival at my campus last week. Not a Lots of food but games. They also had this system where if you spend money, u get one chop on your lucky draw coupon. Collect 3 and you're entitle to one lucky draw.

My friends and I manage to collect 6 and when I did the lucky draw, they told me I won a 'notepad'. I was stunted because for a moment I was thinking of this...

or maybe this...

But NO!!! It was none of the above. Instead, I got this..

I haven't seen these notepads in ages. Well that's because I'm so use to computer computer computer... I was laughing at myself the whole time after that HaHaHaHa.. Sometimes, I just think I think too much XP

Rant: Play more football

John Terry is in the spotlight again when he criticized Capello for not selecting Joe Cole. He then tried to rally the  other players in the English camp to go against Capello but failed. Now, after failing to gather support, he has apologized publicly.

For one, I don't like John Terry so writing this, I might be bias. Even during Scolari's reign in Chelsea, it was reported that he was among those who went against their manager. What's up with that?

England isn't doing too well in their group stage and unless they win in their third and final game of the group stage against Slovenia, they aren't going to make it into the last 16. At this point, considering the team is in hot soup I feel John Terry should be training harder with the team to improve and make sure they make it into the last 16 rather then trying to gather support and go against the boss.

Assuming he succeeds in whatever he was trying to do, can the English team do any better? I doubt. Let's look at France as a reference. With all the striking going on around the French camp, they have virtually thrown away their opportunity to enter the knockout stage. For France to actually make it, they'd have to win, and win it big like 5-0 at the very minimum.

Really, Terry should just stop his nonsense trying to go against managers and play football. If he is "THAT" good in strategies, then become a manager..